havent blogged for quite a while. i feel kinda of torn up when i think about tht nite in the christmas party at skool.. seeing him w the girl he loves, this is all a square thing... i love him, he loves her, she loves him(her boyfriend)... sometimes i just wish i can just let go... i know is easier said than done but i don't know why whenever i see him.. is exactly like imprinting... when i see him everything changes... i would be anything for him and love him till the end... i just want to break this connection.

Nick Vujicic

This  is Nick Vujicic, and he is my idol. Why you ask me, because his bravery and courage ispires me so much that it changes me a little. When reading his book, I think to myself "Why the heck am i complaining about my life and apperaences when this guy can have such a fullfilling and happy life without arms or legs?" When reading this book, i start to feel guilty that I always think I'm not good enough and always putting myself down. Nick helps me to build up confidence and to always believe in God because he always has a plan for us even if we're having the hardest times, we'll never know what lies ahead of us. Seeing many people hugging him in videos makes me want to hug him to, to let him know that God created him for a special purpose.. is to talk to people, to help them get up when they've fallen down.

decisions is ours to make.

a little note to myself and grace:
firstly don't always think your alone and unhappy, if so think of the people around you, etc: mum, dad, friends, brother, SWITCH.

secondly don't always think of the things or people you don't have, think of the things you have and always thank god for it. :D

thirdly never think people won't be your friends just because of your apperence because most of them don't, for example: you, you are my friend not because of how i look, is because of my personality and how i treat you. would you want to be friends with a girl tht is rreall pretty yet mean to you? Just be nice to others and focous on your main goal>Your Studies<

fourthly whenever your sad or lonely talk to the people who you love and are nice to you for example: your dad, brother, me....etc

just remeber life are in our hands and is whethere we choose to live happily or sadly. decisions is ours to make.

just returned from japan~ :D

just came back from japan~ :D brought so much thought $-$ i feel kinda bad caz i srsly brought so much...but it was heaps fun, i brought make up, bags, a dress, pens, hair ties and a mini drum~ <3
i love tht drum, is so fun to hit on it~ ^^ anyway bac to HK lu tht means i hav to start working again caz skool starts on the 24th of august~ kinda of wanna go bac so i can see my friends n kinda of dont caz PP n assigments n test... =3=  anyway heres a photo of me in japan~ :P and also i got fatter after coming bac from japan~ ;((((( im gonna go on a diet... eat veggiesssss... :/

R.I.P

Today, i heard from my dad that there were 15 dogs died because of a fire in China, when i heard that my heart sanked because i love dogs and especailly i have one myself and that im doing the topic dogs for my PP, this bad news however is a great help for my pfoject because it mentions that the china goverment need to creat a law for proetcing animals which i've want them to do of course, dogs are not just dogs... they are great and loyal pets towards humans and they have helped us so much theses centuries such as Guide Dogs, Sniffer Dogs, Rescue dogs, etc... 15 dogs have died because of the fire, and others are injuried badly which are still in treatment... Rest in peace those who died.

This is how my heart feels like atm,

please dont ask me why

because it would hurt too much to tell...

I'm really tired, I want a rest from this

i dont want to be hurt again.

so please dont ask me.

just let me be.

im gonna miss Y9Hope...

This is my class yr 9 hope, is been a very nice time to been in this class, i dont no how to explain because like whenever we hav drama, we all particpated unlike other class who just stand there thinking wtf, n the class has been very fun, like everyone partipcated in everything together, i just lov tht. other classes r not lik tht.. cant believe is ended already... :(

exams are over

finally day for exams today~~ i sucked.. ==" but anyway i think im probly gonna get into yr 10...so yea... anyway me,kim, cindy, rahim n benny went to cwb today~ it was heaps of fun, we went to mac dolands to have lunch~~ harhar, then me n kim went to tak sticker photos~~ lots of fun. x)) school is soo much better now. keke now i hav to do humanities video and technology animation... xd have to work la.

school is pretty good now, I think people are starting to accept me now, which is good~ oh and HIu Yan found her science textbook which is good caz if she losted it then shw wouldn't be able to study and that would be really bad because summertive assessments are coming up...should start studying and revising now but thank god that we have a timetable on which subjects we will be assess on each day, and i went to aberdeeen caz i've ran out of sticky notes for english. oh and the first subject tht we'll be assess on is english and thank god that we can bring in the novel with us in our eam or I  will srsly die~ ok gtg bye~

i love him

he's so cute~LOL i was gonna was choosing

DVD's~ and he was just looking at me like this~

LOL xDD awww so cute ar~

Today it was Hiu Yan's birthday~ and when the last lesson ended

we head to the cafteria to eat the cake. =) lots of ppl were there

i was sort of happy caz ppl were eating the cake and well

i just had fun~ ^^ Happy Birthday, Hiu Yan~

Today me and victora was talking and thinking of what we should get for Hiu Yan, since is her birthday tomorrow~!! I can't wait because me n my friend brought this cake for her.. well actually I did, caz my friend say she's gonna pay half so yea~ And I cant wait til tmr because one tomrrow is WEDNESDAY!!! And sceond because is my friends birthday and third because I brought her a chocolate cake with mango as the topping~ <3 and I made a card for her~~ hope she likes it~ ehhehehe

Everything about you

Everything on my wall is about you~ <3

the papaer that says achive our dreams, then the FUSE card,

with the ring keyring u gave me, then the picture of us,

then the best friend card, and then the papaer saying

we have to work hard~~ ^^

good day ^^

New highlights~~ ^^ not that obvious though

but still i love it~ i wished theres more~ lol XP

anyway b4 this we had out fav food: 炸豬排~ <3

yum yum

Tonight me and my family were watching the TVB 2011 singing show thingy.. and there was SO MANY SHOTS on my brother~~ which is good.. lol my mum made me took so much photos of my bro lol.. hopefully my bro will get more jobs~~ ^^ and yea more hw.. math is almost finish ga la.. add oil, eunice~~

ily