havent blogged for quite a while. i feel kinda of torn up when i think about tht nite in the christmas party at skool.. seeing him w the girl he loves, this is all a square thing... i love him, he loves her, she loves him(her boyfriend)... sometimes i just wish i can just let go... i know is easier said than done but i don't know why whenever i see him.. is exactly like imprinting... when i see him everything changes... i would be anything for him and love him till the end... i just want to break this connection.